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Simple statement: If I'm having sex with a really hot boy, I enjoy recording it.

Now that you have half the bad boys of movies running through your head, let me clarify: This doesn't happen very often, and only happens with their permission.

That being said, I love having a video of whatever it is we were doing... not only for the thrill of being watched... but for the thrill of watching. It's WAY better than any porn I could possibly download. Crappy quality... bad lighting... raw and direct... sincere, pure, unscripted lust in it's most intense fashion. At the same time, I also enjoy watching this porn. Given the choice between porn with my fave stars or a vid of me with a boy, I'll take my vid every time.

This isn't egotistical... I don't think I'm super hot or anything (tho if I've tried to record it, they probably are :P)... it's the fact that unlike porn, where I'm imaging what a situation might be like, or how hot it might be... with my own porn I have the actual memory of what it WAS like. No question... I know what touching that skin is like... what kissing those lips are like... I have a direct memory of the passion and the intensity of that exact moment... and watching my own porn gives me a chance to relive that moment, and all the pleasure that came with it.

So what's the point of all this? Why can't more people be willing/interested/curious in showing off for the camera a little? Why are we all so shy? Why can't others share this impression?

...and fwiw... no, I don't/won't share. :P
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Date:June 9th, 2007 09:27 pm (UTC)
it's hot for certain, but i think the biggest thing is that you can't trust everyone to have scruples. some gay bois are just vindictive enough to release it (or computers stolen), etc.

of course... hats can be your friend :)
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Date:June 9th, 2007 11:43 pm (UTC)
This is probably the argument that I understand the most... and although I can say I'd never do that, there's really no reason they should believe me there either. Maybe I should have a bunch of people vouch for the fact that pictures of them never ended out on the net. :)
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Date:June 9th, 2007 09:54 pm (UTC)
considering my own privacy issues, i won't say anything here very specifically, other than i feel your stand is a political one as well as cultural, and i admire it very much.
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Date:June 9th, 2007 11:44 pm (UTC)
admire? *blush*
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Date:June 10th, 2007 12:14 am (UTC)
I value my privacy & just plain don't trust people, in their intentions or in the security of their effects.

Certainly it takes more trust to let someone have free rein /w a camera than it does to sleep with them, for me. At least historically; I'm less and less inclined to either these days :)
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Date:June 10th, 2007 01:42 am (UTC)


Personally, I have to agree that no porn's hotter than one that you've experienced. God knows that that's why I've got photos and vids of ill repute on my puter.

Although, if you ever need a camera man... Hehe.
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Date:July 10th, 2007 08:22 pm (UTC)
I agree -- self-made porn is very, very hot. Yum! :)
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