KuteLuvr (kuteluvr) wrote,

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I'm guilty of that which I accuse;
I'm damaged by my own mental abuse;
I'm terrified that I might lose you
because of the things I'm most likely to do.

I demand that which I cannot allow;
I refuse to you what I expect anyhow;
My torture is in trying to keep you away
from something I want to do every day.

I cannot give you rational thought
why I can do what you naught;
I cannot describe the horrid despise
that would appear behind my painful eyes.

I know I'm not justified;
from my own hypocrisy I won't hide.
I just don't know what to do
about the way I feel about you.

-Chris Mullendore, May 27, 2003
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