Lately I haven't been sleeping well. By "lately", I mean for the last couple of months. I wake up every single night every couple of hours, and feel unable to get back to sleep for an hour or so... just staring at nothing, thinking about nothing except how much I wish I weren't awake. I'm getting close to considering sleeping pills or something... or maybe even just melatonin. Maybe it's the fact that I'm drinking more... having coffee more... allowing the things that I had stopped for such a long time a while back. I slept pretty well then. Maybe as I get older, my body is becoming hypersensitive to these things... i dunno.
Today I woke up at 4am, and couldn't get back to sleep. I hopped on my computer... did some gay.com browsing (for lack of other things to do) and around 5:00 just crawled into bed. I decided that if I wasn't asleep by 5:30, I was just going to get up and go in to work, since I wouldn't get there until 7 anyway.
It's 7:56... I've been at work for about 45 minutes.