...but for the moment, I feel like I've had the most incredible weekend I could possibly ask for.
I spent most of it with an incredible guy... someone that makes me question my desires in life, momentary though they may be.
I've had champagne and antipasto in Delores park... sharing some of the most intimate and romantic times with an incredible person that meets all major requirements... and then some.
I've spent a gorgeous afternoon at the BoC, hanging out with new friends and having a few drinks to liven things up... all in a sunny, sunny, sunny San Francisco day.
I've spent an afternoon at home, doing whatever I damn well please.
I've spent a Sunday evening out with friends, breaking boundaries and making more and more friends.
I've had constant validation about myself, my body, my personality... and I'm happy.
I've just finished watching the last episode of Sex and the City, and I'm awash in the feelings and emotions that come from it, a reasonable amount of alcohol, and an incredible, incredible weekend.
I have a lot of things left to figure out... but this moment is one of those to be treasured... where you're greatful for what you've got, you've enjoyed every minute of your life, you love who you are and who you're with, you're nothing more or less than you ever thought you would be. I can't predict the future... but this moment... this exact second... life is incredible. I'm happy to be here to witness it. :)