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As many have probably noticed (well... those that notice, anyway) I haven't really been posting much lately... and I know why: Austin.

Well... not Austin... but "us". See... I mostly post about things that bother me. Granted, there's the rare posting that happens when something good or exceptional happens, but for the most part, I bitch online. Bitch, bitch, bitch. When things are frustrating or bad or annoying, I use my LJ as an outlet to vent... and things are going really, really well. For at least a month, we haven't crossed any major lines (in a bad way). We're letting each other be our individual selves... we're doing things together... we're spending time with both of our friends, both separately and together. We're talking to each other, and listening when the other talks... and somehow managing to UNDERSTAND, which is actually a major success.

I don't think I'm spending as much time with my friends as I think I should (and they deserve). Friendships take effort, and when things are going well with my boyfriend, that's where I end up spending most of my time. When things get rocky or frustrating, I lean on my friends... but they should get the good moods and the bad. To that end I sent spawrhawk a text message wondering if he'd be interested in brunch, but haven't heard back (he's prob not awake, hasn't gotten the message, or just not in the mood... totally cool)... I consider trying lorenzosf, but considering how I flaked on him last weekend, I'm not sure if he'd be interested or get back to me (not that I'd deserve it). Right now, the most solid plan is to see Rebecca this afternoon (preferably with Austin... she hasn't seen us hang out together nearly at all). I did see Elyssa this week, but a moderate emergency kinda cut that short... but I'm glad I made the effort.

All in all, I'm trying to make an balanced effort with my friends. Sure, I'm still a lame-o, and spend most of my time with my boyfriend... but that's probably to be expected. At the same time, they deserve for me to make an effort on my part... and perhaps at this point, having been so supportive, I'm probably in the oweing phase right now. Time to pay up... ;)
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From:soundofthemoon
Date:April 17th, 2005 06:48 pm (UTC)
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Oh, happy birthday! Was there a night on the town that I missed? Sorry!
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From:kuteluvr
Date:April 17th, 2005 06:52 pm (UTC)
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There was an unintentional birthday thing at The Cafe on Friday night... but no huge thing. In fact, my entire birthday was spent at home chilling with Austin in front of the TV. We only left the house long enough to park the car and pick up some KFC, of all things. Thank you, though :)
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From:dwo
Date:April 17th, 2005 07:28 pm (UTC)
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mikey is probably with his own boyfriend right now. ;)

happy belated birthday by the way.
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From:studlycaps
Date:April 18th, 2005 06:21 pm (UTC)
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Sorry I missed your birthday on Friday.

I think most of us are a bit more creatively inspired when we need to vent...
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