Sitting doing nothing, thoughts flow through the mind.
Thoughts of what we thought we had; thoughts that are unkind.
Unwelcome memories flow like dripping blood
Because you didn't do what we both said we would.
Nowhere left to turn to, no one left to try.
Nothing that can make me stop asking why.
No one able to displace the pain that burns inside.
No vacant nook inside my head safe enough to hide.
Death would be no escape; Living gives no gain.
Leaving gives no solace; staying only pain.
Running is exhausting, waiting is the same.
Sanity is absent, crazy fuels the flame.
Laughing gives no cover, tears give no release.
Indifference impossible, desire doesn't cease.
Wondering is torture, knowing shows the lie.
Hope yields disappointment, and yet it doesn't die.
The empty space inside my head echos with your name.
Remembering the times we had will never be the same.
Memories leave me with nothing I can do...
Why's it so hard to remember me not remembering you?