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Dear World,

You have always been very good to me so far in my life, and I've done my best to be appreciative. I can only hope that that's been apparent. I know I've taken advantage of the life you've given me, but I think you would be offended if I didn't take the things you've given me to their fullest potential and utilization. My point is, I know to some it may appear that I live my life a little over the top, but I would prefer instead to think that I'm simply living within the limits of my life... those limits just happen to be rather large most of the time.

However, I think I now have a problem. I think I have an addiction that I'm not sure I can handle. I think I've begun to take things too far... farther than I might be able to deal with or control. In fact, I think I may already be out of control.

At first it was easy to deal with... a little here... a little there... on the very occasional weekend, I would cut truly loose and go for it all. I always knew I'd have to pay the price eventually, but at the time it was fun and what I wanted to. And yet, as with all addictions, this one has slowly crept up on me, sneaking in and ruining things behind my back. I do more to make me feel better or feel like I'm doing enough to get the rush or satisfy myself, and yet the payback and damage is getting to the point where I may not be able to recover. The price may one day be more than I'm able to pay, and that would be very, very bad.

I know I need to stop... but it's too appealing. It makes me feel good. It makes me feel happy. It makes me feel attractive and exciting. It's gratifying. It has a glamor and appeal that few can deny... but it's sucked me in too far. I need help.

World, I need to know if there's an Abercrombie Anonymous. Please let me know soon. My credit cards can't take much more of this.

Thank you,
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Date:December 5th, 2005 05:57 pm (UTC)
oh ... my ... gawd! i'm halfway through reading this thinking 'i've been there before, i know how he feels, drugs consumed my life at one point in the past.' .... and then i get to the end!

I love how they can advertise hot naked guys with no clothes on and still sell clothes. I try to stay away from there nowadays. It's cheaper that way.

You could always ebay! It's cheaper too!
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Date:December 5th, 2005 06:09 pm (UTC)
oh ... my ... gawd! i'm halfway through reading this thinking 'i've been there before, i know how he feels, drugs consumed my life at one point in the past.' .... and then i get to the end!

Yah! Exactly the result I was shooting for... ;)
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Date:December 5th, 2005 06:10 pm (UTC)
The quote, "Hi. I'm not only the President, I'm also a member." comes to mind.

I wonder if I had any influence on this =X
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Date:December 5th, 2005 06:47 pm (UTC)
I think we could easily say that you gave me my first taste... tho the addiction is mine and mine alone :P
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Date:December 5th, 2005 09:11 pm (UTC)
lol, oh you poor thing...
Date:December 6th, 2005 08:54 am (UTC)
I managed to kick my habit after I stopped working there. My credit cards didn't like not having a 20 percent discount anymore.
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